Every once in awhile my Goddess and I will play. We do not practice a full time Femdom relationship, but now and then I will spend a week or so in chastity. I find that my desire to serve comes and goes in phases and my girlfriend is more than willing to accommodate herself to whatever stage I am in. Personally I think she enjoys the short bursts of being dominant. I think if we were to try this full time that she, as well of myself, would be exhausted. That’s why I admire Starla and Randy from FemdomBride.com so much.
About a year or so ago, the newlywed couple decided to try and live a femdom relationship 24/7. With the basic ideas of female supremacy in their thoughts, they set out to explore the world of female domination together. It is not easy, they go through many trials and tribulations as do any couple, although theirs are a lot more kinky than the average couples!
But there I go ranting and raving about them again. My whole point of this post was to talk about an experience that I had with my girlfriend as she took on the role of my Goddess. I had been having a very submissive streak and so my Goddess put me into our cb-6000 chastity device for two weeks. I love being in chastity just as much as I hate it. I love the fact that once I am in that device, I am completely powerless to please myself. My Goddess was complete control over me, mind and body. Being able to submit myself to that level, utterly and completely is the ultimate sacrifice to show her how much I want to serve her.
I get so excited when she lets me out! It takes every part of me to not allow myself to cum before she gives me permission to do so. And I think she knows this. She gets such a sadistic smile on her face when she lets me out of chastity and I just know that I am going to have to go through hell before I get to cum, if I get to cum.
This time she had a cruel and intense plan in mind before she even took the key from around her neck to unlock the cbt-6000. I had just worshipped her feet licking every inch of her gorgeously arched feet until she decided that she was bored of that. Normally I would think that perhaps I had pleased so much that she was going to reward me, but I know her well enough to be able to tell that that smile of hers meant trouble.
So she unlocked the device and immedialy I sighed as all the pressure that had surrounded my
cock was now gone. I could even feel the breeze from the fan gently passing over my throbbing shaft and head. Goddess leaned over and magically produced a bottle of lube. She poored some all over her hands and set herself to work on my poor sensitive member. Within seconds I was ready to blow a load, but knowing the drill I whispered, “Goddess I’m going to cum”. She immediatly stopped moving her hands and emitted a small laugh, “Already? I guess small dicks also cum prematurely”. Helpless to defend the size of my manhood for fear that she may just put me back into chastity I submitted myself even more and said sorry for having such a small penis. She again took on rubbing her hands up and down my cock from the very tip of my head down to the base of my shaft. As soon as I got too close to reaching an orgasm, she once again took her hands away. This went on for what felt like an eternity, but I am sure that it was no less than ten times and no more than fifteen. Each time I felt like I was so close to cumming that it was incredibly hard to keep myself under control and hold it in.
Then she did something that I should have known was comming. As she took her hands away again to prevent me from cumming, she waited until my cock shrunk back down a bit until finally reaching for the chastity device and squeezing my poor, unsatisfied cock back into it. I wanted to cry, I wanted to yell at her but I knew that if I did this, then I would have to wait an extremely long time before being allowed to have any feeling my cock again. Goddess seemed very pleased with herself and once my device was in place she looked me dead in the eyes and said “Now get down”, as she pushed my head towards her wet, juicy pussy.